I'll miss you....

Today, I went to my cousin's son, Bruno, B-day party... and after we the party, I was taking my baby sister, Thata and her boyfriend, to a party, and I realized how much I'm going to miss her....

I had THE MOST beautiful declaration of love.... I knew I loved her so much but I haven't felt such strong feeling, such strong love since my mother!!!

"I can't belive that you are not going to be here for my 15th Birthday next year... it won't be complete without you... I'm going to miss you so much..." and than tears fell from her eyes, my hand holding her hand, I was holding my cry because I was driving (I'm crying now), and the words, one the most sincere, honest, and true words I have ever spoken came out of my lips...."You know you mean more to me, and I love you more that my real sister, don't you?" and a sincere nod and the most beautiful smile of a yes I saw in her face....

That moment was more worth than a thousand "I LOVE YOU's" I have ever received from anybody... whe we here that an act means more than words, it's true...

I've never had a sister close to me.... I have a sister, Kaite, that I love very much, but we are not close, we live in different cities and never spent too much time together, but with Tha is different... I saw her grow... I was there when she was born, I fed, bathed, and played with her... I was there the first b-day party, I was the clown on her second, I was her big sister from the start and she was my baby sis... I was there the first time she kissed, the second, the first love, the second, the third...

She was there for me on the moment I most needed a friend, a sister, a hand, a laugh, a cry... I look in her eyes and I see me at her age... When I'm with her, I'm a teen again... and that's awesome....

I knew I was going to miss her and many others.... but I haven't realized how much I was going to miss everyone... specially her...

My baby sister, my best friend, my cousin, my confident, my soul, my heart, my mind, my eyes, my laugh, my cry, my thoughts, my consience, my despair, my reason, my motives, my everything...

For her... My Girl!!